Long distance

Its been 3 years since we are in relation.A person can manage a long distance if they are in from same country,same job or may be something in common through which they can come together every now or than.

But here’s something different.

It was a road accident when I met him.He didn’t know our language and also know one stopped by to help him.We all usually do this, mind your own bussiness type feelings come inside us ,I am also the same more of the times but that day either I was very much passionate to wards my profession or may be …wait by the way I am a doctor thats why I mentioned my profession.

Ok no more wasting of time lets again get back..He was not severly injured but his friend was injured a bit more sever .I helped them out .Took to hospital.Than every thing went on ,at last his friend was saved.And this guy about whom I am talking is from Korea . And after few hours I realised that I have seen him somewhere, and guess what ? He was one of my fav k-pop band member.I was like what the heck am I dreaming…but it was something real going on…we met and than talked obivously I liked the guy…But time passed by but some different think happened it was a different feeling.And than I realised Oh my god ..Am i in love..What nonsense right ..I also thought its just like that..than one night he told he is returning back….

I m sorry guys about what happend ,how we came together I will tell you in my next story if you guys wish..so plz comment…

Now this term long distance.

Actually i came to know about it today.

I am at Korea right now and today the thing happened made me belive that ya We can have long distance relation only the requried part is how much you love the next person.

My visit to Korea was a surprise .He didn’t know I am gonna be there .Only the special thing about today is that ,today is like we stared dateing 3 years ago so just like that.

I came here he was at his studio , I called him so that he can pick me up from airport ,but a girl picked up his phone , and like every girl I all nonsense grossed in my head.Than directly I went to his studio and again the same mistake I made I didn’t talked to him , just seen from outside that he was haveing coffee with some girl..And like seriously, I was so jealous that I messaged him and wrote lets end up here..and than after 2 hours I got a message what are you talking? Are you ok?

I didn’t answered .Than a voice message.I know you are in Korea I called your home they told you are off here,just tell me where are you.

Again I didn’t replied.Later some messages came ‘this is to one sideded , there are two person in a relationship , how only one can decide to break it’

And I was like …

It was dawn he called me I didnt uttered a single word only my back there might be some sounds which made him locate me..That i dn’t know.

But at that time I was just trying to throw the ring he gave me , but it was not coming out, suddenly a voice from back ..”you wanna throw it?”

Tears were rolling from my eyes and I replied,”but its not coming out”.

Than he cuddled me from back and whispered,”don’t throw it,nor me please “.

And I suddenly realised Oh my God how foolish I am…

I know it may be not so touching ,or a cheesy one..but belive me when you have some to say this words to you ,you are really lucky…

Time goes on ,only difference is we are paid off.

I know my friends my last blog is still not fully completed but as the topic of my this blog says , time will go therefore I wanted to write about it first…

Guys every next person sitting beside you including yourself my self everyone we think one day we will do this or that …for example there is a girl who wish after her 10th ,she will go trekking ,or have a proper hangout with her school friends, or she will take part in co – circulars …whatever..I know its sounds funny because nowdays taking part in school activites trekking ect are common for a teenager …

But boss but go back to your teenage when you might have thought that you will do something may be music after 10th grade , in 10th you think,after 12th boards ,then we enter the so called races but thats also important because the fact is if we dont enter this race we can’t survive in this world , and ovbiously none of us have a tree of money at our home so that we can think of enjoying life’s luxury every second person is struggling hard to survive …But what happens off those dream that we had once dreamt that we will do this or we will do that , because there’s never end of struggle , only getting better financially is not the end of struggle mark that a point..

After an age we forget those dreams…

Overall i wanna say friends i know this ever ending series of struggle is never gonna happen…time keeps moving and with your growing old you are spended…

So with that time off struggle take time for yourself if you wanna paint just paint ,music ,dance just go for it dont think you will do it afterwards …because that never comes …we blam others our family ,our friends ,our parents that as they indulged you in competition,job,family,society you were not able to follow your dreams but the fact is you yourself didn’t had courage to follow your dream …because if you followed your dream with courage you will never ever regret for the life you have and yes there will be no so called middle class type thing in this society…

I know this blog might seems confusing but I will hope it may be useful for the people with this situation…

Love begates fear & fear consumes me.

“Love begates fear and that fear consumes me”

Its good that you love someone your family,friends,patners,pets anyone but where  there is love there is fear , a fear of breaking their heart, betrayed by them,and many more but you cannot throw them out of your life , neither you can fullfill their expectations…and that cosumes me…do it consumes you ? do comment , I will be wating guys so that  we can go  in more details of my this blog story….till that think about it..